Inertia

More than half the people around me have no idea what they are going to do with their lives as doctors. They are doing and will do what others are doing, what seniors have done. I justify it by what I like to call "the traffic theory". it is just the psychology that comforts you and helps you stay calm in times of introspection.. what it says is that since everyone who took the road I am planning to had a swift bump-less ride. so will I! Its been two and a half years since I have been associated with this profession. When in the first year, I found studying dull.. back then maybe it was the subjects. In the second, things didn't improve as much as I would have hoped.. this time it wasn't the subjects. of that I am sure. and that's when I realized that doing anything that everybody else is. Or anything that is not out of ordinary made me lose interest.. and unfortunately most of what one does in life is just that. So then you might think, alright.. maybe she'