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I run

I lay there in my bed.. wishing I had dealt with the things that I was avoiding for so long... I've drawn the sheets over my face to block any visual contact with this world. I've changed my posture for the hundredth time.. assuring myself that this one will help me doze off. I bury my face into the pillow with eyes shut tight. Nothing works. Uff! I switch on some music.. I try to pretend that the music has made me calmer... I wake up the next morning really cheered up. Why? I just dreamt  that the all my problems have been taken care of. The teacher i was supposed to meet two months ago for the project I am working on had himself walked to me and had assured me that all was well. No hard feelings. The bad marks i scored in the last test were all a big calculation mistake! The uncomfortable situation with my friend, was sorted out in a nice intelligent conversation. (Sometimes i even make up beautiful poems in my dreams... I am smarter asleep than awake i think!) It t