Inertia

I only begin to find solace in confiding my uncertainties and sorrows to a friend and I realize that friendship means squat to him. I start seeing good in everybody and they start taking me for granted. I decide to go reckless, live in the moment... and a disapproving inner self would hold me back. Then the truth dawned upon me~ I wasn't very good at living life...!! In fact, I was a loser life wise..! Academics I can handle... par life ka kya??! So I went for some help. I figured plenty of wise men have left their trail of thoughts for people like me, to help us figure out the life's intricate complexities.  A great man in "the cookbook of English quotes" told me that trusting someone blindly would give me unparalleled joy, another wise one snorted a sarcastic "yeah, right!" at that, nullifying the peace the first guy had blessed me with, leaving me suddenly aware of the harsh realities of life... These men seemed to be disagreeing on nearly every po